Friday saw us back to the fertility clinic for our OB appointment. It was the first time we have ever seen a real hopefulness from her! She has always been very supportive and encouraging and has always maintained our own sense of hope, but she was always conservative in her own beliefs for our success. My age, history and her own experience of woman in their 40's was the reason for her conservativeness.
Now however, things have changed - both for her and us. In the last two weeks, she has had success with another woman in my age bracket and she is so excited about it! That, along with my last two natural pregnancies has given her much cause for hope and she is doing everything she can to try to reach another good outcome! She is just as eager as we are to find that one, or two!, good embryos.
That gives us even more hope!
While my insulin tests are still in the normal range, they are on the high end. Always on the cutting edge, our OB has been involved in new research that has shown that high insulin can be a factor in miscarriages. So, I have been put on a low dosage medication to bring my insulin levels down. The only problem is that I think I may be suspectible to the one side effect she mentioned - gastro. Yesterday was my first day on the meds and last night showed an inkling of that side effect. We will see how things go!!
Everything is in place now for our next ICSI round to begin when I start my next cycle. Dave hit the road this morning for a two week work trip, so I will have to inject myself for a little while. If I don't start for another week (which I am guessing will probably be the case), he will be back in plenty of time for his part in the process. Otherwise he will cut his work trip short, which would be a real pain in the neck for him. Fingers crossed the timing all works out for the best.
I am looking forward to starting again. I really am hopeful and, no matter what happens during the round, I love being pro-active in our journey toward parenthood. I love knowing that we are being treated and monitored toward pregnancy, taking out the random chance that we have lived with for so long. Bring it on!!
Life has continued to be better for me. I am still feeling much more energized and my enthusiasm for life is still growing back to its normal state! I am grateful to be on the healing side of the last two miscarriages.
So, now for the wedding picture! I loved this spot and found it through another bride who got married at our venue a few weeks before hand. The wedding co-ordinator said it was roughly "over there somewhere!!", so a week before our wedding, I went to the national park next to the venue and hunted through until I found this location just a short 5 minute walk away from the gate.