Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Day 34 = Day 1

Well, Day 34 has now turned into Day 1. 

I’m actually a little relieved that there is nothing wrong with me in regards to a pregnancy.  D is still a little concerned that my pain is not muscular, that it could be my kidney or another organ.  I don’t know.  The doctor will help on Friday.  But, again, I am so relieved that there is nothing wrong with a pregnancy.

Now I need to call the fertility clinic and book an appointment for my next scan.  I guess I will do that now.

My next post will be titled Cycle 9 – An Opportunity.  I always knew that it would be.  There has just been a little drama to deal with first.  I am looking forward to writing that one tomorrow about the opportunities I have been given with an extra couple of weeks to work with.

For now though, I need to go through this physical discomfort and the emotional tears that want to burst out of me.  PMT mostly I think.  But there was fear and concern simmering away at me for the last few days and I can feel that coming to the surface to be released.

All is good.  And all will be resolved.  Living in the moment, knowing things are as they should be, and feeling Love within us and around us is what makes everything so much better and so right.  I am thankful for that.


  1. Be especially lovely to yourself just now. Take care.

  2. Thank you for the reminder and the support, Donna. I will.

  3. I love the photography on both of your websites/blogs. They are so peaceful and beautiful. Think of all the comfort you bring to others!

  4. Thanks Cynthia. There are some amazing photographs on the net. I just enjoy searching for them and hopefully they will help bring into my life my hearts desires.

    I'm doing a photography course atm and we have our new SLR now, so hopefully more and more of them will be my photographs!!

  5. Thanks for the update. Please do something nice for yourself to help you relax. You are so right that all is good. There are so many opportunities!

  6. I must admit my disappointment of you not being pregnant. I just can't imagine the emotional roller coaster you may be experiencing, and I'm sorry for any hardship you are having. Please know that you have my support and that I will continue to read your updates about your pregnancy and baby journey. One day we will all have the biggest smiles! :)

    Hope all is well when you visit the doctor on Friday.


  7. oh Anita. Thank you SO much. You are such a wonderful support and friend. I look forward to those smiles!! :):)

    Hi Deb! I am trusting in the opportunities today. Just letting it all go and trying to stay in my belief. Your comment has certainly helped me to get back to the good place within! Thank you.