Im writing this post on my tablet from a b and b in the country. It is a pain to type but hear I go anyway. Dave is having a nap and I am sipping red wine. It has been good to get away.
This morning we walked along the beach and then took a picnic lunch to a lovely waterfall in the forest. And that was after a soothing dip in the spa after bacon and eggs for breakfast. Just lovely.
Ive stopped crying. Now my emotions are just confused. I am looking forward to seeing the shrink on monday and starting to get some help with it all.
Ive said my goodbyes and let go of the little soul that was with us for a short time. I miss him/her. My child. I hope one day it can return.
There are so many things to say about how ive been feeling but it is too hard to type on the tablet.
I need to see all my family at once tomorrow at my great nephews first birthday party. That is going to be hard. But I want to go. Its an important day for my niece.
Thank you for the lovely supportive comments. They meant a lot.
Love and light
Xxx
It's been almost 3 weeks since you posted this, Annie. I would imagine that the ups and downs have been happening and that it continues. Post when you feel up to it.
ReplyDeleteWishing you good days and restful nights.
Hi Annie,
ReplyDeleteI have being following your progress and was delighted to see you got so far. Don't give up hope. Take time to grieve...there is nothing anyone can say at this time,that will make you feel better, but I found not saying anything was worse.
Thinking of you Khedegah xxxx