We're back from our scan and all is looking good! Thank goodness. The baby is measuring a little small - the dating being about 6 days out. But the OB is not worried and bubby has continued to grow since Monday's scan.
It is all just amazing, but the MOST amazing thing was we were watching the incredible heartbeat - all 4 chambers clearly visible - and all of a sudden bubby starts kicking his/her legs and waving his/her arms, moving around so much!!! It was incredible. Dave and I both let out an "OH my god!!!!" and started laughing!
I don't think I've ever seen anything so wonderful! And being able to see so much activity from our child was so reassuring. Bubby is alive and active!
Now I have the headspace and heartspace to find my 'Trust' again. It's been so hard the last few days. OB Chris has booked me in Monday week for another informal scan purely for my reassurance. He is just fantastic!
When we left our appointment on Monday, I heard him ask the receptionist if Louise was in and I wondered if that was our fertility OB. Was he going to consult with her?? And today, when he offered the extra scan, he said "after all you've been through, I'm happy to give you the reassurance". I'm wondering if he has spoken to her about us and she filled him in on some of the hardships we have faced.
On the way home, Dave also told me that when I went to toilet on Monday during the appointment, he spoke to Chris alone and said that I do have anxiety problems and he wanted to make sure I was monitored consistently so I wasn't worrying. Possibly part of the reason he offered the extra scan. I love my husband!! He is taking care of me so amazingly well. And so will OB Chris. Just one of the nicest, sincere men. I am grateful.
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