I'm starting along the upward path now. The sense of loss has mostly gone and I'm heading back to my normal self.
Just in time for D too, because his chronic fatigue has been building the last couple of days and tonight he came home in a bad way. I was so glad I had improved over the afternoon and had tidied the house, washed the dishes, put through and hung up 5 loads of laundry and had started the dinner. It makes such a difference to him when he can come home and feel a sense of being looked after with things under control at home. He was able to have a sleep for 30 minutes and then have dinner. He is already feeling better and it's good to see.
I've made an appointment with both Queen Naturo and King Acupunc for next week - back to back!
I also have an appointment with my ayuvedic man. Coincidence that it is next week. He is hard to get into and I made the appointment weeks ago! But I've been thinking that perhaps that might be a way to go for a while. He also has a good reputation with fertility. We'll see.
Anyway, I am grateful I am feeling better. Once again, thank you so much everyone for all your support. I am sorry I haven't been able to reply individually or to head over to your sites and provide my support to you. But I will asap. It is a wonderful network we have with our blogs and I am grateful for it.