Wednesday, June 23, 2010


Amongst a confusing array of emotions that I just can't work out - I'm feeling a strong sense of loss this morning.  Loss for the possibilities I guess.  Loss of the dream, of the hope that built up over the last few days.  A loss of belief too, I think.

I know it will pass.  Just as all our emotions pass as long as we feel them and acknowledge them.  But now I'm at a loss!  I just don't know what to do. 

So, I write here...

I thank you all so much for your support.  It's made it so much easier.  Thank you...

And in a few minutes, I will shower and get ready for work.

My walk this morning was good.  It cleared away some energy.  I only have a short day today and then I go and help D clean and organise his office.  I enjoy doing that.  I'm looking forward to it!


  1. I'm so sorry you are feeling so rotten Annie! As you say, it will pass, but it's no fun at the time. Sending love.

  2. Oh the emotions you must be feeling. I'm at a loss for words, I'm just so glad you are writing so we can be here when you need to vent or if you need a shoulder.

    Chin up, tomorrow the sun will rise once again and all the possibilities will come right along with it.

  3. Ann-Marie I totally understand that feeling of loss, I spent many a month down that same road and still have days of feeling that way about not being able to have another baby. All I can say is maybe it is time to look at all the alternatives and options once again. Whatever you decide I have my fingers crossed that things will work out for you.