I got my period this morning and, all of a sudden, I am deep down in the dumps. I need to get through it so I can find the positive once more. It is there, I already know what the positive is, I just have to wade through this deep sadness in order to find it on the other side. It’s there waiting for me, I can see it.
In the meantime, I have to get to work and get through the day.
I see King Acupunc today, so that will be good I suppose. He will needle me so that I have a thorough cleansing of my uterus, so that we can start again all clean and refreshed.
Another positive is that it is good that there is a cleansing after my HSG scan. I am grateful for that. Ah there you go, a little bit better. Wait…, no…, not just yet.
The strong positive that I can see, is that this week D and I together made a commitment to eating 100% healthily for 12 weeks. I put together a list of foods based on a combination of Sandy Robertsons’ book, advice from King Acupunc and a little bit of Weight Watchers knowledge thrown in. Essentially, it is a focus on fruit and veg and what and how much of it we need to eat every day. So, any meal planning is based around fruit and veg.
This difference for me, is that we are doing this together. I feel so good about that. And it has made it so much easier. Thank you, D.
We are both already feeling a lot better after just three days. I know this will help in our goal towards conception. And it is important to me, to try and shift some weight, so I can better deal with the demands of pregnancy. So, that is a big positive in getting another period.
But right now, I need to feel this sadness, I suppose. I certainly don’t want to, but it is there and needs to be felt in order to pass.
I apologise for not keeping up with my blogging these last few days. There simply has been no time to do anything else but work orientated jobs. I look forward to catching up with everyone over the next few days.
Love and Light,