Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Tuesday update

I have a naturopath appointment tomorrow to get the results of some more tests.  They are re-runs of previous tests she has done to see what improvements and changes have occurred.  I’m eager to find out what has happened and to see what is the next step for us.

Maybe this will help me to find my positivity and enthusiasm for our conception journey again.  I am still at a bit of a loss with it all and find myself with no expectations at all of ever becoming pregnant.  It seems such a lofty dream now.

I’m now officially in the long term phase for Queen Naturo.  Only one other person she and King Acupunc have treated took over a year to get pregnant.  This other lucky woman is now a Mum, so there is still hope.  But trust me to be in the difficult category!

I’m still on a break from King Acupunc.  I have decided to stay on this break until my next cycle.  I just need some time still.  Normally here I would write - “that is of course, if there is another cycle!”, but that positivity and hopefulness just doesn’t seem to be oozing out of me right at this minute.  You never know though!

To help with the process of finding my mojo again though, it is time to start posting those cute baby pictures again…


Most of my focus is going towards healing myself of my addictive behaviours towards food.  And while any progress with this, may also help us on the road to conceiving, I’ve decided to write about in my other blog – creating peaceful thoughts.  Because that is what it is all about – finding peace with my head, quietening the crazy, demanding, overwhelming voice that tells me to do things that I really don’t want to do.

There has been progress, but there is still a long way to go.  So, I’m off to my other blog to find my peaceful thoughts.

Peace and love to you all!


  1. Have you ever heard the saying, "It ain't over 'til it's over?"
    It can still happen. :)

  2. Relax and enjoy your life, my beautiful woman! Remember what you have learned ... acceptance. Such a gift.

  3. Hi Anita! Yes it can... and it will!! :)

    Donna - Thank you so much, Donna. xx