I have decided that as of now, there will no more counting how many cycles we have gone through without success. It’s been over a year, so I’m done with that! It’s really hard to do, but I am not thinking about what number this is at all!!
So, the good things about starting a new cycle…
It was my friends 40th birthday celebrations last night. It was great to be able to enjoy a few drinks and relax.
I was able to poison the weeds in the garden today. I won’t go near the poison at any other time than the first few days of a new cycle. I am so glad to have gotten that job completely done. There was SO SO many weeds coming up. But no more!!
I hate to use poison, but in my yard at this stage, we have no choice. We have talked about other options, such as weed mat etc, and hopefully we will get to that soon.
I’m not having an easy day of it today and am struggling with a few too many things at once. One of which is that
I’m starting to think my body doesn’t know how to get pregnant. I am ovulating, all my bits are in good working order, D is fine too and we cover my fertile period well.
So, why no conception?
I am completely and utterly baffled.
But, I’m going to do the usual thing of one step at a time and see how well I can get through the rest of the day.