D has just left for a two week work trip and I am feeling at a loss.
I’m still just not quite right. I don’t know what it is. I’ve just started taking my herbs again after a week of not taking anything, simply because I just didn’t want to.
And even now, I am doing it reluctantly because I know I need to. And there are other things in my life that I just don’t want to do. Lucky I am on holidays! I am grateful for that. I don’t feel right in my body, my head or my soul.
I am constantly thinking of the ayuvedic guy I used to see and feel the need to make an appointment. I think I will do that today. Maybe he can help sort things out for me.
I am on Day 33. A longer cycle again. Unless of course I am pregnant. But I don’t think so. Why? I just don’t feel it. And I guess also, I want to be feeling better about myself when I become pregnant!
I need to ask for some safe thoughts for D as he travels the roads for the next two weeks. He will be on the road every day driving between 3000 and 4000 kms in that time. Please send lots of protection for him so that he comes home safely to me. Thank you.