Today I find myself wondering yet again “Am I pregnant?” I’ve been having trouble sleeping the last few nights and I have sharp lower back pains. Considering I have been sleeping really well for two weeks now and haven’t had lower back pains since I don’t know when – I am wondering.
Gosh, is every symptom in this two week wait going to make me thing maybe I am!
The difference now from a few months ago, is that I have been pregnant. Before then, we had given up any hope that I was going to conceive naturally. Now there is hope. Now I have experienced what it was like for a just a few short weeks. Now, I have some understanding of the symptoms. Now I have faith again that it will happen. In some ways, I am almost expecting it. This is good!
Due to the lack of sleep, I am struggling to get through the day. But once 3.30 rolls around, I intend to do a little bit of shopping for our dining table – which is always a fun thing to do and then go home and curl up in front the heater with the TV or a book and chill to the sound of the pouring rain. I can’t wait. That thought will get me through the day!!!